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Things are…

Posted by kamekazen on October 7, 2008

Things are going well I guess. Had a lot of ups and downs lately but… things are definitely looking up.
:]

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Yay~~ Gundam 00 Season 2 started. I’ve been trying to find a subbed version of the first episode but to no avail. Bah, I’ll get it somehow!!

I got back into art again. Tomorrow (or this weekend) I plan on going to the art store for some more supplies. Maybe some oil paints, new brushes, pastels, paper, boards~ Wheee! Spending spree!

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Things are…

Posted by kamekazen on September 22, 2008

Things are a-okay. 🙂

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Thinking about it all…

Posted by kamekazen on September 17, 2008

I had a dream last night that I was back at UR. It was the first dream that felt real to me in a long time and I woke up feeling kind of dazed and sad inside.

Thinking about it all.. I still don’t know if it was all worth it. A big part of me thought it’d be the right thing to go back. I had convinced myself I was miserable at the school and couldn’t wait to take things a bit easier back home. And yet, there’s not a moment that goes by that I don’t think about what could have been if I had stayed. Everywhere I go I see constant reminders of what I’m missing. Sometimes I’d be walking and I’d see someone familiar. I look back and no, it’s just a random person that looks like someone else I know. And sometimes that person reminds me of a friend I considered close back there. At 3AM I’d sit here and think about what I’d be doing if I was there again; probably watching TV, cramming last minute for a test, playing Risk late into the night, or possibly doing a astonishingly late night Walmart run with friends. Not really all that different from what I could be doing here but I somehow feel things are so different.

I thought I knew what I was doing but I don’t know anymore. I miss what could have been. I miss what should have been. I miss thinking I knew what was right. And I wish I knew which direction to go.

I miss that missing part of me.

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Reunion plan.

Posted by kamekazen on September 11, 2008

Future reunion plan – Ly.
09/11/08

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Why can’t money…

Posted by kamekazen on September 11, 2008

Why can’t money grow on trees? Sigh… My credit bill came home the other day. I’m spending wayyyy too much. Actually, it’s mostly school stuff. Fees, parking permit, books (screw you EOPS!!)… And then financial aid is being a bitch with the money disbursement.
I need my job back. T____T

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I guess..

Posted by kamekazen on September 7, 2008

I guess it’s too much to ask.

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Really.

Posted by kamekazen on September 4, 2008

I kinda want to make business cards to hand out to people. That or buttons. Hmmm… Which would be better? Cards are convenient and don’t take up much space but they’re damaged so easily. Buttons are sturdier and compact as well but then they might prick your finger and make you bleed. D: I’m going to think of a logo/design first and see how it goes from there. I might end up doing both. Cards will maybe cost me at most $8 and buttons about $10.

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Why?!

Posted by kamekazen on September 4, 2008

So… My mother wrote on my new whiteboard with Sharpie. No one could quite possibly know how unbelievably sad I am over the desecration of my 2 day-old board. 😦

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Tonight.

Posted by kamekazen on September 3, 2008

I really miss you tonight.

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School.

Posted by kamekazen on August 27, 2008

I started school on Monday. This semester I’ll be taking an Intermediate Japanese class, Positive Psychology, Piano 1, and Fundamentals of Music. Compared to the classes I was taking at UR… this should be thankfully easy.

Haha, so I’m up late doing unneeded Japanese homework. I printed out all the chapter 1 homework and you know, I thought I’d be a nerd and get a head start and finish some of them. That is until I realized I didn’t do the required homework for the class or my psych class. Bleh. It is now 2:30AM and I still have to write a short story about myself as my introduction assignment. I am sure I will just end up writing a delightfully lame story about friendship or family or some crap. :/

Edit::
So I just noticed I don’t have Microsoft Word installed on my laptop. Fffuccccckkkkkk…
It’s not that I can’t use Notepad or whatever but I’m just so used to Word. Blahhhhh..

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